again

Again, i found no one to accompany me for dinner
it has been a habit to eat alone or to pack food
KL, are u really that "Kam Lin"?
those who accompany me stay too far
and those who stay NEAR, DONT WANT to come out
even if i BEGGED MANY TIMES!!!
since u said u wish to have big groups
like what i got in malacca u said
then why u kept turn down when we ask u to go out?
DONT BULLSHITS!!!

we could have left you alone but we didnt
cause we treated u as a friend
in return, u refused us
this is what ur mum taught u to treat ur friends?
or maybe u did not even treat us as ur friends?

If we did not invite you
u still can bullshit that CAUSE U DID NOT INVITE, NOT I DONT WANT TO JOIN
but in the end we still get the same answer, NO!!!
how fuck will you be?
and how fucking will you continue to be?
i dont know, and i dont want to know
I DONT CARE ANYMORE!!!

miss the time walking to ixora
miss the time enjoying dinner with gangs
miss every dinner time in malacca