complain, complain and more!!

again i m complaining here, not purposely but just things happen around
is just that sucks, so couldnt blame me =)

but this time, finally, someone had tried the same thing as i faced
MR eric sheh!! congratulations
and eric replied me : why ur friend like this?
LOLLLL i already told everyone long long time ago but no people seemed to trust and now, another victim!!
and so i replied : i can only tell u, KL people are like this
thats it!! the point today, why KL people's behavior is that ****
(not referring to every KL-ians but if u think u are then go ahead)
materialistic, realistic, disgusting??lol

they never wanted to be true friend, unless u r beneficial to them
like u got car, or money; clever, yea useful in academic field
but if u r not one of those categories, then i m sorry u cannot be their friends
why?BECAUSE YOU ARE USELESS!
And, only they can find u when they need u
but when u need them, they will disappear just like tat
no reply, no call nor messages..
why? cause they cannot let u take advantages from them!

SO, stop asking why i treat u all differently from the other friends
cause u all do not worth for it
stop asking why i always say i dun have friends in KL
cause i never treated u as one! as simple as that
stop asking why i have so many things that u duno
cause i do not have the obligation to tell u that
who the shit are u?who do u think u r to know my stuff?
**** off!!

and next time, dont come cry begging me to help u
i won't give a damn

History is repeating all the time

History, is not something in past that let u learn
it is just a guide for u to see what will happen exactly the same in future
why? cause humans will never learn!!

though they know what is wrong, they still continuously doing the same thing
over and over again
this is just their style

like what i did
i told myself not to get angry with those people
it is not worth but still, my anger came from no where
damn it!! i cant even control over my feelings

My character built up wrongly, way too wrong
i shouldnt have been so kind to everyone
no one is going to be kind to me
people now describe kind as "stupid" and "ignorant"
sometimes "naive"

but i wont change myself to suit this stupid society
i play my rule, i treat others well
*note: just for those i like and i feel worth to treat good
other who just trying to laugh and criticize my "ignorance"
just do whatever u like ok?
i dont give a damn!

Why are there always suckers

summarizing up, new guys moved into our living place
and they make a total mess
no matter how we tolerate, they didnt appreciate but getting more over
i am not going to endure anymore
i am not those who keep quiet when others step on their heads
try some more, and i'll let u know what is living hell

i spent 2 hours to get that stupid router fixed
and we MENTIONED THOUSANDS TIMES DO NOT connect cables
are your ears filled with shits? deaf?
and why the heck u slam the door so hard? do you think u can scare me with that?
are u mad cause we pull out your cable?
then i should have smashed the door and walls long time ago!!
for what you have done!!
IDIOT

update

so ummm, normal birthday for this year but at least got 3 little kids
and my gf celebrated for me, thats considered as compensation,haha
and of course jinxiang and weihorng, the only two fellas celebrate for me

so 2011, i take u as a bad year, heard a lot of bad news just by entering
bad omen huh?

so i see malacca gang had celebration for ziyan, and i started to think
why friends at malacca can be so good and why KL friends are that sucks?
this repeated question remained unanswered

realistic, this is the word keep come to my mind
keep reminding me that dont hope too much from them,not worth but yet
i cant control myself
for so much i gave i just want some in return but NO
i earn nothing after so many i sacrifice for them

some cant even remember my date of birth
the worst is dont even wish me at facebook
disappointed....

Goodbye 2010, my 20

finally it comes to an end for 2010
which means that christmas is just around the corner, as well as my birthday!!
well i assume that there will be no celebration for me this year,ummm
though i helped lot of my classmates for their surprised birthday
but no one seems to work out for me, never mind

the first surprise birthday was in 2008, my beloved malacca gang gave it to me
the only time i get shocked
thank you u guys!!
i really love candles with my name "PJ"
that was so beautiful
whoever came out with that idea u deserve a FLYING KISS from me!!!
haha jkjk

after my birthday we went Portuguese settlement for 2nd round celebration
i could not forget the time when everyone sprayed the soap-like thing into the air
it was just like snowing
that was really really cool
and that was the last christmas i celebrated so happily
at my place now as you can see from previous posts
u can guess that there will be no celebrations, nor gathering
everyone got their own plan, with or without they just wont call you, thats all

this christmas i am gonna celebrate with my grandma who celebrate her 74th birthday
time flies and she is getting older, but yet she is still healthy
she can still drive her motorbike around, scold people loudly
i guess that is quite impossible for certain folks
haha, grandma you are rock!

and umm
in this year honestly i have been doing nothing
a real normal year but i hope the same thing wont happen for 2011
i wanna improve my guitar, dancing, socializing, japanese, and many more
wish me luck!

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FUCK YOU

i always like johorians, not just because i am also from johor
but johor people have something that other states people dont have--人情味
not to deny it cause every person i met until now had shown me, proved me
and KL people are always that realistic, materialistic, fucking
no matter my classmates, pedestrians, or even housemates
thanks to you people, you let me see the real life, how sucks the world is

i offered you the statement, and you agreed and now u broke the promise
i should have hated you but i dont used to hate people nowadays
but please dont let me see you anymore cause i dont think i can hold my fists..

so from now on i will increase my muscle training schedules
improve my running speed, and my fist damages
so that the next time i see you, you couldnt escape^^v

farewell my friend, or should i call you "The Sucker"